finally finals is over!!! i feel so release now, i don't care what my result will be, i only know i must enjoy my holidays, this semester is over! but, what should i do during holidays? i have no plan at all... i think i can only sleep, eat, watch drama, and what else? oh ya, practice my piano which i never touch for quite some time, yea... have to improve my piano skills, i don't want to play the same song over and over again....
waiting for lee hom's concert tonite, LEE HOM! i m coming! wait for me ya.... ^_<
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
BLOGGING
there are so many unexpected people who will read my blogs, when we are chatting, only i realize how come they know so much about me? they read my blog. i know blogging is meant to be read by friends, but i thought only some of my friends who are blogging too reading my blogs, but i was wrong, must be careful now, cannot simply talk at the back of someone, cause they may reading too, hahaha....
went for movie yesterday, watched knowing, the story not bad, i but i don't really like the ending, because the ending related something to UFO? and the world is going to start all over again, which i feel its so fake, but overall is ok la, recommended too!!
next week is lee hom's concert, looking forward, but there is another concert waiting for me, FISH LEONG's concert, he promise to get the ticket for me, but i feel bad, because his leg is pain but have to walk to sungai wang to help me buy the tickets ( from his working place to sungai wang is not far), i know you are reading, so if you can get the ticket for me, then i treat you a meal la k?
oh ya, finally mommy bought a new shoes rack, which can put around 20 pairs of shoes! yoohoo... which mean, i can buy more shoes.... =)
went for movie yesterday, watched knowing, the story not bad, i but i don't really like the ending, because the ending related something to UFO? and the world is going to start all over again, which i feel its so fake, but overall is ok la, recommended too!!
next week is lee hom's concert, looking forward, but there is another concert waiting for me, FISH LEONG's concert, he promise to get the ticket for me, but i feel bad, because his leg is pain but have to walk to sungai wang to help me buy the tickets ( from his working place to sungai wang is not far), i know you are reading, so if you can get the ticket for me, then i treat you a meal la k?
oh ya, finally mommy bought a new shoes rack, which can put around 20 pairs of shoes! yoohoo... which mean, i can buy more shoes.... =)
Monday, April 20, 2009
失去联络
他就这样走了，离开了我。我每天朝思暮想，就是想再见他一面，就算是一面也好，我已经很满足了。
几 年前，我和他透过朋友介绍而认识，从我第一眼看到他，就被他深深地吸引住了。他比我大三岁，高高瘦瘦，样子很平凡，但就是不知道为什么会吸引了我。他有女 朋友，当我知道时，我的心是多么的痛。但我也知道，爱一个人，不一定要拥有他，只要他幸福，快乐，我为他所做的一切都是值得的。虽然我知道我们是不会有结 果的，但又有什么办法呢？我就是喜欢他，喜欢到连我自己也不知道为什么，而且，爱一个人是不会有理由的。为了他，我愿意付出我的全部，但我只想他明白我的 心意而已。
我 每天都很想见到他，每天去学校，竟然也是为了想见他一面。当我看到他时，总是脸红心跳，与他交谈时，我的心就像小鹿乱撞，久久才能平息。但我并没有告诉任 何人，我将它藏在心里，我不敢告诉朋友，因为我怕万一他们不小心说了出去，我不知该怎样去面对，这只会让双方都很尴尬。
自 从有了他我才开始写日记，把我和他之间的点点滴滴都记录下来。日记是最会保守秘密的朋友，它不会告诉任何人，这也是我们之间的一个记录。身边的朋友都会怀 疑，但都被我一一否认了。我和他的感情很好，他很喜欢开玩笑，使我沉闷的世界里增添了许多欢笑，使我的生活不再枯燥烦闷。当我看到他和女朋友在一起时，我 就会醋意大发，很在意他们在一起，但那是他的女朋友啊，我又可以怎样呢？
有 一天，我看到他好像不是很开心，原来他和女朋友分手了，我听了不知要伤心还是开心。伤心的是，看到他憔悴的样子，我的心酸溜溜的；而开心的是，我终于有机 会了，但我不能在这个时候向他告白，他才刚和女朋友分手，如果向他告白，别人会怎么看我呢？我想我自己也会看不起自己。我很想去安慰他，但我就是鼓不起勇 气。其实我真的很想告诉他我喜欢他，但如果他拒绝我，我怕到时候可能连朋友都做不成！我真的不想这样，把我们的关系搞僵了，我只希望可以在一旁静静地守护 着他及看着他，就已经足够了，我并不奢求太多。
但事情并非如我想像：
一 天，从我朋友口中，我收到了一个晴天霹雳的消息。他将转校了，必须搬迁到加拿大去，因为父亲要到那儿工作。这消息对我有如世界末日！我顿时整个人呆了下 来，无法相信这是事实。加拿大，那是一个多么遥远的地方啊！心里的难过，是笔墨也难以形容的，我做任何事情都无法专心，满脑子里都是他的影子。他在我心 中，已经占了很重要的地位。为什么老天爷要这样惩罚我，我到底做错了什么？我要求的并不多，只是想在一旁默默地地支持他，关心他，并没有奢望什么，为什么 连这个机会也不给我呢？
于 是我非常珍惜与他相处所剩的时间，因为我知道，要是他走了，我再也没有机会可以再见到他了。顿时，我希望时间可以停留下来，使我和他可以永远在一起。眼看 时间一天一天地飞逝，我更加伤心。但我又可以怎么样呢？去向他告白？现在做什么都没有用，一切都太迟了，他始终要走，要离开我。
他并没有告诉我他 要走，直到最后一天，他来向我道别。我假装不知道，我非常伤心，但我又要掩饰我内心的悲伤，我压抑着内心的痛抛下这句话：“好啊，离开这里，可以看看外面的世界，去见识那多好啊！” 他 沉默不语，只是微笑。他可以用微笑来回应我，但我呢？我要装没事和他说话，但我的心又不听话，我好想哭，我真的很想哭，但我不能哭，有谁知道我的内心是有 多痛？为什么？为什么？我为什么就是开不了口，到他走的那一天，我还要硬撑，一脸很不在乎的样子。他说他会写信给我，希望我们可以保持联络，我听了，也觉 得比较安慰。至少，他还在乎我。
那 天，天空下着毛毛雨，老天爷就好像我的内心一样的在哭泣。放学道别后，便各自回家。我看着他逐渐消失的背影，他真的走了！他就这样离开我了，我和他从此就 分隔两地了，我很想去送机，但我也知道，只要我多见他一面，我会更舍不得他，让自己更伤心。回到家后，我将自己关在房里哭了一整晚，我一直叫自己别哭，但 无情的眼泪还是像珍珠般一滴一滴滑过脸颊流个不停。我无法控制自己不去想他，因为我爱他实在是太深了，他已完全俘虏我的心了。“难道他对我一点感觉都没有 吗？他真的这么忍心丢下我吗？”我心里反复地问自己。
他 在加拿大的前几个月，都有写信给我，每星期一封。但后来，他从每星期一封到一个月一封或两个月才一封，到最后，他就连一封信也没有写给我。我每天都在苦苦 等待他的信，希望他会回信，但他并没有。我和他就这样失去联络了，我非常伤心和失望，我的心有如被一把尖锐的刀刺伤，非常的痛，但并没有任何人可以和我分 担，我觉得很无助。但也许他的课业很忙，没有空写信给我，但也许。。。是。。。他已经有了女朋友了，这又有谁会知道呢？这个伤口，用了多久的时间复原，又 有谁知道呢？谁可以和我分担？
记 得以前他对我说过，如果遇到自己喜欢的男生，就要把握，不要错过，爱情是不会有第二次机会。但他又知不知道，不是我不要把握，而是我喜欢的人不明白我的 心，离开我，根本没有给我任何机会。我也终于知道我这一生中做了最大的错是什么，就是认识了他，给他机会来伤害我，但我并没有后悔过，因为没有他，我就不 会有那一段快乐的时光。
有 时想想，也觉得自己很傻，等待一个根本没有可能和他在一起的人，也不知道他心里面到底有没有我。唉，谁叫我对他这么认真，爱得这么深。曾几何时，我为他付 出全心全意，但他一次又一次的辜负我，一次又一次的伤害我，令我非常失望，仿佛跌入谷底，又深又暗，我差点站不起来。也是因为他，我没有办法去接受另一段 感情，我无法把他忘记，如果我接受别人，但心里却只有他，这样对那些人太不公平了。
少 了他，我也少了许多欢笑，我的朋友也没有提过他，他就好像在大海中不知去向的船，一去不回，也没有人知道他的去向。每当我翻开日记本时，里面所有的事情都 是关于他，看着看着，一阵心酸涌上心头，无情的眼泪又流了下来，每一件事情都历历在目，好像昨天才发生。就像看着一样的食堂，一切都没有改变，唯一改变的 就是已不见他的踪影了。我的心情就像天气阴晴不定，可以很开心，但一想到他，就变成阴天，总是在想他到底过得好不好，学业怎么样，还有。。。还记不记得 我。
睡觉时，偶尔会梦见他，但每一次都没有和他说话，都是在一旁看他。还有一次是梦见他说要回来念书，我非常开心，但梦归梦，始终不是真实的，可能是别人常说的“日有所思，夜有所梦”吧！我多么希望这梦会实现啊！
我尝试许多方法把他忘记，但都没有效，现在只好默默地等待这位失去联络并可能已将我忘记的“好朋友”。
封咏琪
- 2004-
* I wrote this when i was form2, for my school magazine, when i read again now, i feel childish... hhahaSaturday, April 18, 2009
SAMSUNG F480
I just want a new phone, i cant wait for my SAMSUNG F480, hahaha.... HE dint wait for me, and bought a LG SECRET, the phone not bad, looks cool, but still i prefer my samsung f480 because it comes with pink color, too bad it doesn't have blue color, but never mind, i am still buying it!
Monday, April 13, 2009
RAINY DAYS
it had been raining for few days, with the chrysanthemum tea, the weather is cold, but my heart is warm, never expect he will send the chrysanthemum tea to my house even though it rained so heavy, although he was going to find his friend after that, but still, i feel touched....
Sunday, April 12, 2009
PC FAIR
10.04.09
went klcc for pc fair, stuck in the traffic for almost 2 hours, wanna park the car in a hotel because the parking fees there is cheaper, but FULL, no choice, have to park in klcc, and do you know how much it charged for 3.5 hours? listen carefully,
3.5 hours = RM10.50!!! rob money! how can it be that expensive? RM3 for one hour, i was stunned when i saw the cost, so, DON'T EVER PARK IN KLCC PARKING! pc fair not much things to buy, cause the price not much different compare to outside, so just help jennifer to buy her pendrive, and i bought nothing, its a good sign i dint spend much, but the day before, went pyramid with jennifer, i spent again! bought a mng bag after discount RM119， and two pairs of earrings, from MY DIAMOND, cost me RM216, so, i am broke now, some more wanna buy phone, have to save money! dont spend anymore!
11.04.09
went pavillion for movie, K-20, this movie not bad, Takeshi Kaneshiro is so handsome! this movie is recommanded! keep on raining the whole day, so its so nice to walk at the road side, so windy... went sg wang and lowyat to ask for my dream phone, samsung F480, if i want pink, it will cost RM1400, black and silver will cost RM1300, RM100 different, but i think i will buy pink color, trade in my old phone to buy new phone, haha, so that i dont have to take out so much money to buy it, and my old phone is cacated, so its time for me to buy new phone, yea, its time for new phone! these two days my mom din't call me when i was out, is that a good sign? she only called me once, at 7 someting, asked me where was i, i said i was watching movie, its gonna end, then she just say ok, dint ask me much.... but now i found out someone is more annoyed than jennifer! hahaa, u know who u r, i dont want to mention your name here, phone phone phone and trade in, my phone spoilted, cant press the down key! hahaha.....
went klcc for pc fair, stuck in the traffic for almost 2 hours, wanna park the car in a hotel because the parking fees there is cheaper, but FULL, no choice, have to park in klcc, and do you know how much it charged for 3.5 hours? listen carefully,
3.5 hours = RM10.50!!! rob money! how can it be that expensive? RM3 for one hour, i was stunned when i saw the cost, so, DON'T EVER PARK IN KLCC PARKING! pc fair not much things to buy, cause the price not much different compare to outside, so just help jennifer to buy her pendrive, and i bought nothing, its a good sign i dint spend much, but the day before, went pyramid with jennifer, i spent again! bought a mng bag after discount RM119， and two pairs of earrings, from MY DIAMOND, cost me RM216, so, i am broke now, some more wanna buy phone, have to save money! dont spend anymore!
11.04.09
went pavillion for movie, K-20, this movie not bad, Takeshi Kaneshiro is so handsome! this movie is recommanded! keep on raining the whole day, so its so nice to walk at the road side, so windy... went sg wang and lowyat to ask for my dream phone, samsung F480, if i want pink, it will cost RM1400, black and silver will cost RM1300, RM100 different, but i think i will buy pink color, trade in my old phone to buy new phone, haha, so that i dont have to take out so much money to buy it, and my old phone is cacated, so its time for me to buy new phone, yea, its time for new phone! these two days my mom din't call me when i was out, is that a good sign? she only called me once, at 7 someting, asked me where was i, i said i was watching movie, its gonna end, then she just say ok, dint ask me much.... but now i found out someone is more annoyed than jennifer! hahaa, u know who u r, i dont want to mention your name here, phone phone phone and trade in, my phone spoilted, cant press the down key! hahaha.....
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
MANAGEMENT BOOTH
had been working for management event these two days, supposingly i am doing the hair booth, but alton asked me to help for the manicure booth, and give me commission, i draw all the nail arts on my nails as sample, to show customers, they can come out with their own ideas or modify my nail arts, business not that good, cause only me and christine was doing it, and another girl but i cant remember her name, she help out, but three of us cant do much, sorry alton, i cant help you to hit your target.... a lot of people dont wan to do at first, but seeing people do, then they wan to do also, and they like to come at the same time, i was so tire, and my shoulder is pain, has been sitting there for hours with the same position, alton is very kind to give me extra allowance, and two bottles of nail colors, thanks..... i feel very happy when seeing people happy with my nail arts, i know some of them i did a bit out, but i am glad that they dont mind, thanks for those who support!
made almond tea and sesame dumpling for me, but too bad, my braces dont allow me to eat the sesame dumpling, i tried a bit and its very nice, smooth.... of course, made by someone =)
made almond tea and sesame dumpling for me, but too bad, my braces dont allow me to eat the sesame dumpling, i tried a bit and its very nice, smooth.... of course, made by someone =)
Saturday, April 4, 2009
曾经
曾经的我被人遗忘，
曾经的我被人忽略，
曾经的我独自对着电话流泪，
曾经的我独自等待没有人接的电话，
曾经的我等待着不响的电话，
曾经的我等待一个不会回我信息的人，
曾经的我等待不会回来的人，
曾经的我期望不可能发生的希望，
曾经的我以为自己还有希望，
曾经的我爱着不再爱我的人，
现在的我，已不再是曾经的我
因为他不会忘记我，
因为他不会忽略我，
因为他不会让我流泪，
因为他不会不接我的电话，
因为他我的电话会响，
因为他会回我的信息，
因为他不会让我等待，
因为他不会让我失望，
因为他我有了希望
因为他爱我。。。
懂得放下，才会发现，原来有个人早就在你身边，只是双眼被眼泪掩盖了，所以看不清楚，只要放下悲伤，一定会有所发现。。。。。。
曾经的我被人忽略，
曾经的我独自对着电话流泪，
曾经的我独自等待没有人接的电话，
曾经的我等待着不响的电话，
曾经的我等待一个不会回我信息的人，
曾经的我等待不会回来的人，
曾经的我期望不可能发生的希望，
曾经的我以为自己还有希望，
曾经的我爱着不再爱我的人，
现在的我，已不再是曾经的我
因为他不会忘记我，
因为他不会忽略我，
因为他不会让我流泪，
因为他不会不接我的电话，
因为他我的电话会响，
因为他会回我的信息，
因为他不会让我等待，
因为他不会让我失望，
因为他我有了希望
因为他爱我。。。
懂得放下，才会发现，原来有个人早就在你身边，只是双眼被眼泪掩盖了，所以看不清楚，只要放下悲伤，一定会有所发现。。。。。。
Friday, April 3, 2009
THAI FOOD
has been eating porridge since Tuesday, since the day i put on braces, BUT, today i got to eat THAI FOOD!!! i am so happy and full now, never eat rice for so many days, its not an easy task, looking at my mom eating nice food, but i can only smell it, pity me...=( but got to eat thai food today, very happy, ordered fried egg, fried long bean, tom yam soup, steam siapkap and a dessert, although the food not very nice, but i finish all except the tom yam soup, i had been hungry since tuesday, everyday also eat porridge, porridge and porridge.... now, for me, as long as the food is soft, no matter nice taste or not, i can still finish them.... normally people will slim down after they put braces, but i worry i am special case, i always feel hungry easily, eat a lot, wish i din't gain weight..... actually its not that pain to put on braces, just a bit ulcers, others not really bothering.....
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
1ST DAY WITH BRACES
omg, metal face ( what jennifer said ), went to put on braces today, opened my mouth for 2 hours, for the dentist to put on the modules, till my lips were so dried! and body was so tire because lying down there without any movement, for 2 hours+, its so tiring.... but she only put on the wire for my bottom teeth, the top part have to wait for next week, i made appointment at 12.30, but i forgot that day we are having showcase for management, shit la, the dentist is always and no time after i finish class, haihz.... maybe have to wait for another week, but the braces is suffering because the wire is not on, the modules are still opening, feel not so comfortable, unlike my bottom teeth, with wire on, all the modules closed, and i actually dont really feel uncomfortable.... but still its difficult to chew, have to eat some soft food, good for me! DIET! hahaha.....
finally done my skills and strategies essay, although i simply write, but at least i got something to pass up.... going to college tomorrow, but feel like wearing a mask to cover my mouth, its really looks weird! thats why i am not going to post any picture here, hahaha.....
finally done my skills and strategies essay, although i simply write, but at least i got something to pass up.... going to college tomorrow, but feel like wearing a mask to cover my mouth, its really looks weird! thats why i am not going to post any picture here, hahaha.....
Sunday, March 29, 2009
FAHRENHAITE CONCERT
went for another concert again, not as nice as A-MEI's concert of course! maybe its because i don't know their songs well, and i don like them to talk after almost each song the sang, really spoil the environment, and its not full, still many empty seats, and i don't know why the fans are so calm, they don't really shout and bring the fluorescence stick, and i feel kinda bore there... but i am looking forward for lee hom's concert! yes, i am going for lee hom's concert, going to buy the RM88 seat and sit at the top and last row, so that i can stand up whenever i want without blocking anyone, and its not so hot, according to my experience, its better to buy the cheapest ticket because you cant see the artist very clear even if you buy the most expensive ticket, so better buy the cheapest one! hahha.....
going out again tomorrow, wish my mom won screw my up for going out again, so i must hang out all the clothes and tidy up my room so that my mom got nothing to scold me, hahaha... having MANAGEMENT QUIZ on monday, because i going to put on my BRACES on tuesday 2.15pm, wish me good luck! it will take around 2 hours to put on, have to suffer for one month at least i think.... passing up the 1500 WORDS OF ESSAY on wednesday, but i haven't even started yet, going to do it tomorrow, another busy week, pile with ENDLESS ASSIGNMENTS....
going out again tomorrow, wish my mom won screw my up for going out again, so i must hang out all the clothes and tidy up my room so that my mom got nothing to scold me, hahaha... having MANAGEMENT QUIZ on monday, because i going to put on my BRACES on tuesday 2.15pm, wish me good luck! it will take around 2 hours to put on, have to suffer for one month at least i think.... passing up the 1500 WORDS OF ESSAY on wednesday, but i haven't even started yet, going to do it tomorrow, another busy week, pile with ENDLESS ASSIGNMENTS....
Thursday, March 26, 2009
HAAGAN DAZS
went for a japanese restaurant today, it was quite hidden in a corner, and i never notice there's a japanese restaurant until today, i went there, named nihon kai, the food there is cheap and nice, recommended! then, went mid valley for a movie, HOTEL FOR DOGS, the dogs are so cute! wish i have one, but i am scare of animals, even dogs, so this will never happen on me. after that walk around and the happiest thing is get to eat HAAGEN DAZS! my favourite ice cream, ordered Belgian Waffle and Berry Cool, yummy....
i think i am getting fatter this month because i eat a lot, and get hungry easily, i don't know why, thats why i dare not to weight myself because i worry i cant accept the figure appear, haha....
anyway, had a nice day today, i know my life and lucks is changing to become better, everything seems going on smoothly....
i know you are reading, thanks for everything, i appreciate a lot, the chrysanthemum tea, i love it....
staring at me.... =(
i think i am getting fatter this month because i eat a lot, and get hungry easily, i don't know why, thats why i dare not to weight myself because i worry i cant accept the figure appear, haha....
anyway, had a nice day today, i know my life and lucks is changing to become better, everything seems going on smoothly....
i know you are reading, thanks for everything, i appreciate a lot, the chrysanthemum tea, i love it....
staring at me.... =(Sunday, March 22, 2009
A MEI CONCERT
went for a mei concert ytd, nice concert! high from the beginning till the end, especially the ending part, with all the rock songs! dance and sing and jump till the max!
but something strange, there's a man sitting 2 persons away from me, keep on looking at me, but the problem was, he was with his wife/gf, and i think he is around 30 years old, keep on looking at me, i don't know why, my friend said its because i wear shorts and YEH YAN FAN ZUI, but i don't think is my problem, maybe his mental got problem or maybe he saw us laugh and talk a lot so wanna join us, but this action quite scary la, because he will even sit forward to look at me, yeerrr....
so in conclusion, no matter due to what reason, better not to wear shorts to concert, better long jeans... =)
but something strange, there's a man sitting 2 persons away from me, keep on looking at me, but the problem was, he was with his wife/gf, and i think he is around 30 years old, keep on looking at me, i don't know why, my friend said its because i wear shorts and YEH YAN FAN ZUI, but i don't think is my problem, maybe his mental got problem or maybe he saw us laugh and talk a lot so wanna join us, but this action quite scary la, because he will even sit forward to look at me, yeerrr....
so in conclusion, no matter due to what reason, better not to wear shorts to concert, better long jeans... =)
Friday, March 20, 2009
1ST EXTRACTION
finally, the day for my extraction! i was so panic and days before i even forgot bout it, it thought it was next week, no matter how frighten i am, still i have to face it.
reach the clinic at around 4, waited there within 5 mins then the nurse called my name, i was so tension...
dr: how many teeth u wanna extract today?
vic: how many should i extract?
dr: 2
vic: then extract both at once la...
then the doctor inject anesthetic into my gum and ask me to wait till it paralyze, omg, i sit there and wait, made me even more tension! the doctor went to another room to do skilling for a kid. after awhile, my mouth started to paralyze, then doctor came and said its time for extraction, i wonder why so fast, he said then wait till tomorrow. he pulled my right tooth, hardly pull, then he tried the left one, i could feel the tooth out from my gum, then he go back to the right one, i don't know why it was hardly pull, i could see how hard the doctor pull because my head also follow the way he pull, then a nurse hold my head,both of my hands hold the chair tightly, and i keep on laughing in the process, cause it was so funny, the doctor only used something like a tweezer to pull, and after some times, finally it was out. ( if can, i should take a video of it, cause its really funny! ) my mom was waiting outside, and i still kept laughing when i was out, my mom said i am crazy, where got people laugh for extraction. but it bleed for quite a long time, i think almost 4 hrs!!
this is the first time i went for the dentist for extraction, not pain, but seriously funny, and bleed a lot, now waiting for the odontologist to arrange the time to put on braces, before extraction, i worry bout the pain of extraction more than the pain that braces brought, but now it was over! i am not worry anymore! haha
reach the clinic at around 4, waited there within 5 mins then the nurse called my name, i was so tension...
dr: how many teeth u wanna extract today?
vic: how many should i extract?
dr: 2
vic: then extract both at once la...
then the doctor inject anesthetic into my gum and ask me to wait till it paralyze, omg, i sit there and wait, made me even more tension! the doctor went to another room to do skilling for a kid. after awhile, my mouth started to paralyze, then doctor came and said its time for extraction, i wonder why so fast, he said then wait till tomorrow. he pulled my right tooth, hardly pull, then he tried the left one, i could feel the tooth out from my gum, then he go back to the right one, i don't know why it was hardly pull, i could see how hard the doctor pull because my head also follow the way he pull, then a nurse hold my head,both of my hands hold the chair tightly, and i keep on laughing in the process, cause it was so funny, the doctor only used something like a tweezer to pull, and after some times, finally it was out. ( if can, i should take a video of it, cause its really funny! ) my mom was waiting outside, and i still kept laughing when i was out, my mom said i am crazy, where got people laugh for extraction. but it bleed for quite a long time, i think almost 4 hrs!!
this is the first time i went for the dentist for extraction, not pain, but seriously funny, and bleed a lot, now waiting for the odontologist to arrange the time to put on braces, before extraction, i worry bout the pain of extraction more than the pain that braces brought, but now it was over! i am not worry anymore! haha
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
TAGGED AGAIN!!
Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. p/s: but for me (vickie) i am kinda lazy to notify people through chat box etc. SO i will just list down the people i wanna tag .(remember to delete tiz sentence be4 u repost)
1. Crazy stuff u did before.
scold teacher? hahaha
2. most regrettable incident.
nvr appreciate....
3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you back to the past ?
yes! i wanna back to form 5!
4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow ?
be with someone that i love
5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?
yea....
6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
yes, wish i m being love too....
7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
friends!
8. What do you feel like doing right now ?
sleep..... zzZZ
9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
he will confess to me, hahah
10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.
height
gentle
romantic
eyes
humour
11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
short, young, smoker, tattoo
12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
as someone's motivator
13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
nope
14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
dim sum, hahaha
15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick
happier, cos i m satisfied with my financial now
16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
negative thoughts, bigger eyes, higher nose, slimmer body, hahah
17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
my handphone, hahaha
18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
beautiful love, tanya chai.... i m listening now
19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
my smile?
20. Do u think ur Life is meaningful enough ??
nope, cos i have done nth now...
tag from Jess Lim
tag tag tag ...
i would pick~~
1) KAI YANG
2) CHELSIE
3) JOJOAN
4)JESSIE
5) JENNIFER
1. Crazy stuff u did before.
scold teacher? hahaha
2. most regrettable incident.
nvr appreciate....
3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you back to the past ?
yes! i wanna back to form 5!
4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow ?
be with someone that i love
5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?
yea....
6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
yes, wish i m being love too....
7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
friends!
8. What do you feel like doing right now ?
sleep..... zzZZ
9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
he will confess to me, hahah
10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.
height
gentle
romantic
eyes
humour
11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
short, young, smoker, tattoo
12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
as someone's motivator
13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
nope
14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
dim sum, hahaha
15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick
happier, cos i m satisfied with my financial now
16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
negative thoughts, bigger eyes, higher nose, slimmer body, hahah
17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
my handphone, hahaha
18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
beautiful love, tanya chai.... i m listening now
19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
my smile?
20. Do u think ur Life is meaningful enough ??
nope, cos i have done nth now...
tag from Jess Lim
tag tag tag ...
i would pick~~
1) KAI YANG
2) CHELSIE
3) JOJOAN
4)JESSIE
5) JENNIFER
BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION (CONT)
cake made by kelvin... <3>
present from yion, lemon, jojo, abu, jess, chelsie and cally.... <3
lovely teddy bear from eevon, carissa, victor and nicholas... <3
8th of march
kelvin, with his hand made cake and lovely crystal bracelet, celebrated my birthday with me, thanks a lot!
9th of march
the big gang of kisiao united came to my restaurant for dinner, victor, jess, yancy, nicholas, ilex, cally, jojoan and her fren, yion couple, jojo, abu, chelsie, let and michelle.... after dinner, went to my dad's karaoke, drink carlsberg, play game and sing! most memorable was they made a circle around me and sing 朋友 and 分享, this is the most memorable birthday celebration, i am glad having you guys as my friends, i don't know how to describe my feelings in words, haha, hope you guys enjoy too! thanks for the photoes and photo frame!!!
chen au!! called me from thailand, just to sing birhtday song to me, thanks beloved chen, i love you.... <3
10th of march
another unexpected surprise! eevon came with a huge box, with a FAIR teddy bear inside, our friendship will never end!
having a good time today, watched LOVE MATTER again, this is the 2nd time i watch, but still i laugh like mad, hahaa, kisiao....
kelvin, with his hand made cake and lovely crystal bracelet, celebrated my birthday with me, thanks a lot!
9th of march
the big gang of kisiao united came to my restaurant for dinner, victor, jess, yancy, nicholas, ilex, cally, jojoan and her fren, yion couple, jojo, abu, chelsie, let and michelle.... after dinner, went to my dad's karaoke, drink carlsberg, play game and sing! most memorable was they made a circle around me and sing 朋友 and 分享, this is the most memorable birthday celebration, i am glad having you guys as my friends, i don't know how to describe my feelings in words, haha, hope you guys enjoy too! thanks for the photoes and photo frame!!!
chen au!! called me from thailand, just to sing birhtday song to me, thanks beloved chen, i love you.... <3
10th of march
another unexpected surprise! eevon came with a huge box, with a FAIR teddy bear inside, our friendship will never end!
having a good time today, watched LOVE MATTER again, this is the 2nd time i watch, but still i laugh like mad, hahaa, kisiao....
Saturday, March 7, 2009
PRE-BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
lovely BLUE diary book!
she made this lovely cup for me, with my pic on it! ahha
victor, jess, jojo
michelle, abu
yancy, nicholas, jason
cally, wailoong
maybeline, jojoan, nic mok
pei fern, jeremiah, kelvin
ms jaime, shaun, ilex
chan, eevon, carissa
chee wei, chelsie, tiffany tang
rachel, may, jasmine teh四叶草
低着头 我伏在桌上
反复聆听着 你送给我的
那首编
四叶草 带来幸福
友情 像盛开的花朵
弹奏着 最动听的乐谱
蓝天下 为你而欢呼
四叶草 相信梦想
载着 爱与希望
有梦有笑 才会感动
我们为你守候到永久
jess --- the song is really nice, you are talented!
jojo --- the lyrics is so meaningful, and its really pro! sound like written by those pro people!
cally, ilex and may --- u guys having very nice voice!
victor --- thanks for the idea of the scrap book!
nicholas --- tan jo bi omae de tto... thanks for the efforts!
yancy, abu, michelle, wai loong, maybeline, jo-joan, nicholas mok, kelvin, ms jaime, shaun, ilex, chan, eevon, carissa, chee wei, chelsie, tiffanies, rachel, jasminesss, chirstine, jason ( wish i din miss out anyone), thanks a lot!
as usual, vic, nick and leonard propse to me and yion, but vic force me to wear the ring, so he is so called the winner, hahaha, its really fun!
THANKS TO EVERYONE! KISIAO TILL THE END!
LOVE YOU BUDDIES!!!
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
MID TERM --- MANAGEMENT
haihz, gonna fail my management, don't know how nicholas and victor got A for this subject, maybe the subject is not tough, but i got no time to study, the short answer part i know i got it all wrong, so 5 marks gone again, skills and strategies is killing me, study hard for this subject, just wish i can pass, gonna study till don't know what time again.... i am so jealous with MS JESS LIM YU HUI, BECAUSE SHE IS ONLY HAVING MID TERM FOR MOVIE! so unfair, she is so relax now goyang kaki at home.....
Beautiful Love --- 蔡健雅
Beautiful Love --- 蔡健雅
看住时间
别让它在再流浪
从前我太适应悲伤
你的出现在无意中
却深深撼动我
一起走着没说什么
心是满足的
这个世界
随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得,被你抱着
温热的感受
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我很快乐
你会了解我
我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽
这个世界
随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得,被你抱着
温热的感受
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
OH~~~~
AH~~~
OH!!
OH~~
AH~~
OH
AH~
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我很快乐
你会了解我
我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
看住时间
别让它在再流浪
从前我太适应悲伤
你的出现在无意中
却深深撼动我
一起走着没说什么
心是满足的
这个世界
随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得,被你抱着
温热的感受
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我很快乐
你会了解我
我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽
这个世界
随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得,被你抱着
温热的感受
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
OH~~~~
AH~~~
OH!!
OH~~
AH~~
OH
AH~
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我很快乐
你会了解我
我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
Sunday, March 1, 2009
后悔 --- 何书宇
后悔 --- 何书宇
回到熟悉的相爱路线
我牵着回忆站在对街
雪般坠落的从前
瞬间 就冷却
隔着不回头看的时间
回忆积雪叠成冬天
想伸手再偷留一些
原来你离我遥远
你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪
明天遇见谁 可以在温柔如水
关于爱情的美
当初我所赊欠
希望他都给
你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次爱谁 再用爱慢慢缝回
丢掉旧的伤悲
让他带你飞
回到熟悉的相爱路线
我牵着回忆站在对街
雪般坠落的从前
瞬间 就冷却
隔着不回头看的时间
回忆积雪叠成冬天
想伸手再偷留一些
原来你离我遥远
你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪
明天遇见谁 可以在温柔如水
关于爱情的美
当初我所赊欠
希望他都给
你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次爱谁 再用爱慢慢缝回
丢掉旧的伤悲
让他带你飞
某夜竖起耳朵我听见
幸福带你走远
剩后悔
陪我失眠
你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪
明天遇见谁 可以在温柔如水
关于爱情的美
当初我所赊欠
希望他都给
你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次爱谁 再用爱慢慢缝回
丢掉旧的伤悲
让他带你飞
我牵着回忆站在对街
雪般坠落的从前
瞬间 就冷却
隔着不回头看的时间
回忆积雪叠成冬天
想伸手再偷留一些
原来你离我遥远
你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪
明天遇见谁 可以在温柔如水
关于爱情的美
当初我所赊欠
希望他都给
你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次爱谁 再用爱慢慢缝回
丢掉旧的伤悲
让他带你飞
回到熟悉的相爱路线
我牵着回忆站在对街
雪般坠落的从前
瞬间 就冷却
隔着不回头看的时间
回忆积雪叠成冬天
想伸手再偷留一些
原来你离我遥远
你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪
明天遇见谁 可以在温柔如水
关于爱情的美
当初我所赊欠
希望他都给
你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次爱谁 再用爱慢慢缝回
丢掉旧的伤悲
让他带你飞
某夜竖起耳朵我听见
幸福带你走远
剩后悔
陪我失眠
你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪
明天遇见谁 可以在温柔如水
关于爱情的美
当初我所赊欠
希望他都给
你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次爱谁 再用爱慢慢缝回
丢掉旧的伤悲
让他带你飞
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