Sunday, November 30, 2008

爱不疚---林峰

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後 或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有

STRESS

have been study for finals these few days, really tired, and feel bored, and dont really have the initiative to study anymore.... dono who created exam, make us suffer only....

few days ago, my mom told me how her frens earn in UK, around 300 pounds per week, and asked me to study in UK, then she works there, i tell her my program only can transfer to US but not any other country, cos this is american degree program, then she ask me to change, what does she mean by the word CHANGE? change the country or change my course? i dono... i know she don support me for what i am studying now, for her, psychology got no future, cant earn a lot, but i am taking double degree, not only psychology, why cant she understand me? what is the definationg of earning a lot? sometimes she really hurts me a lot, its like so easy for her to change a course, but she never see the effort that i put for my studies, she will only tell me, who and who earn how much in somewhere, why dont u take that course? whats the future for psychology? thats the only thing i got from her....

i really feel stress.... everyone say psychology is a good subject to study, but she is the only one that disagree? worry that i will become psycho? or no future? low income?

i still remember what she told me for my last sememster, when i tried my best to do the insect collection, she said, just simply do, as well as got things to pass up then can de, haha, a mom ask the daughter simply do her work, because of her words, i even cried at that nite, i feel so hurt, why cant she support me? she said that was to reduce my pressure or telling me she is not supporting me?

i know i shudnt think so much, but everything seems like out of my ocntrol, i cant control my life, i only hope i can choose my life...

Saturday, November 29, 2008

你最近还好吗? ---- S.H.E

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它
天有点冷 风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了 明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

Friday, November 28, 2008

Sunday, November 2, 2008

GLOBAL MUSIC CARNIVAL

finally the gmc is over, although there are some problems in between, but still consider ok i think, when the concert goes to the 3rd performance, the crowd started to leave, due to the break down of the air-cond, it is too hot, half of the ppl gone! luckily there are still ppl coming so the condition is not too bad, i thinik if the air-cond is working, this will be more successful, but the problem is, some of our gmc ppl didnt stop the ppl from leaving but follow them to go back, this is really bad, our intercultural comm class got around 100 ppl i think, but not even half of the ppl stay till the end....

my booth was doing cultural bout SPAIN, i went to carissa's house to meet her cos she have to carry a lot of things, we started to set up our booth when we were there at around 8, we rented the spainish costume, but non of us willing to wear it, but nick was so brave that he wore the costume, at 1st non of us wan to wear the female costume, but after i saw jean wore it, actually nth oso, so i just try, the costume is red in color with a black belt, make me look even fairer, i even wore kimono to take pics in the japanese booth, and some of the other booths did wear their culture costume, but too bad, today is saturday, no classes, oly got one class i think, so no ppl come to c our booths, wait till around 5, ppl started to come for the concert, then oly got ppl, but then we started to packed de....

once i wear the costume, took many pics with many ppl, haha, maybe the costume is special, but the weather is so hot, make me sweat from morning till the end, we got the sponsers for make up and hair stylist, for the performers, i got to go up to the stage with nick with our costume for the lucky draw part, so we have to make up, but at the end, the program changed, so i don need to go up to the stage, thanks god... i bought the man jiang hong's album and get their autograft for the poster and album, and took pic with them, the pic is a bit blur, but nvm la....

after all the performances done, we got the dance time, everyone enjoy there, and sweat, my make up al gone, even my marscara and eyeliner all dirty my face oso i don care de, just enjoy there, although oly left quite few of us there, but still the environ ment was high, everything ended at around 12, my leg and back so pain, and i think i wear high heels for too long and not use to it, till my left knee cant really bent, and my eyes is so tire now.... i think have to stop here, pics will be uploaded when i got them from my frens....