Sunday, November 30, 2008

STRESS

have been study for finals these few days, really tired, and feel bored, and dont really have the initiative to study anymore.... dono who created exam, make us suffer only....

few days ago, my mom told me how her frens earn in UK, around 300 pounds per week, and asked me to study in UK, then she works there, i tell her my program only can transfer to US but not any other country, cos this is american degree program, then she ask me to change, what does she mean by the word CHANGE? change the country or change my course? i dono... i know she don support me for what i am studying now, for her, psychology got no future, cant earn a lot, but i am taking double degree, not only psychology, why cant she understand me? what is the definationg of earning a lot? sometimes she really hurts me a lot, its like so easy for her to change a course, but she never see the effort that i put for my studies, she will only tell me, who and who earn how much in somewhere, why dont u take that course? whats the future for psychology? thats the only thing i got from her....

i really feel stress.... everyone say psychology is a good subject to study, but she is the only one that disagree? worry that i will become psycho? or no future? low income?

i still remember what she told me for my last sememster, when i tried my best to do the insect collection, she said, just simply do, as well as got things to pass up then can de, haha, a mom ask the daughter simply do her work, because of her words, i even cried at that nite, i feel so hurt, why cant she support me? she said that was to reduce my pressure or telling me she is not supporting me?

i know i shudnt think so much, but everything seems like out of my ocntrol, i cant control my life, i only hope i can choose my life...

5 comments:

jess said...

go for ur own choice, live ur life!!!!

Vickie said...

i wish i can... =)

aNing~ said...

chill friend.
just try ur best
n bombard ur mom with all those psychological terms! then she will feel proud and let u do everything on ur own!
haha, this is exactly what i did when my mom questioned about my choice

yion said...

actually ... i choose psychology tis major.. not all my family member support me.. even my mum... actually they not really understand study psychology de future... dun be so stress gambateh !

Vickie said...

true, not much ppl can understand what psychology is, and i think i shud do what jojo did, bombard her with those psychological terms, haha....