Saturday, August 28, 2010


yesterday went to Seoul Korean with
Lett, Cally, Jojoan, and Kahyan
Cally and Lett want to treat Kelvin
as his birthday present
after that
i went for my piano class
and then head to One Utama
i was good girl enough that i didn't really buy much thing
i am proud of myself!

today went pyramid with jennifer
jennifer and kelvin keep talking on phone
but only me
no one call me
the whole day!
no one call me

at night
had great time at my aunty house
with the little cutie
aunty cooked curry mee
it taste good!
she should sell curry mee instead of selling seafood

Wednesday, August 25, 2010


tomorrow is the day
the day that i had when i was 11 years old
i was 9 years ago
9 years never go for any piano exam
my teacher tell me that i can pass my exam
ask me not to worry
relax and take a deep breath before i start playing my songs
hopefully everything goes smoothly tomorrow
i do not need any high grade
i just want a pass
my current piano teacher feels weird that i am taking grade 3 exam now
but then the songs that my previous teacher gave
was much more difficult
Turkish March
The Maiden's Prayer
Marriage D'amour
Fur Elise
and so on
she wonder why am i taking grade 3 exam only
instead of higher grade
i think maybe is because my previous teacher know that
i have stopped for 6 years
so better start from a lower grade
to take everything step by step
and this is what i want too
i don't want to jump so fast
but learning very little or rushing
i am satisfied with the grade that my teacher recommended
i want to make a good foundation so that it will be easier
when i go for a higher level.....

Friday, August 20, 2010


piano practical is coming soon
i thought i still have 2 more weeks to practice
but it is on next wed!
wish me luck
i am really panic
i know
it is just a grade 3 exam
might be just an easy job for the others
but after stopped for so many years
i am old to play piano
not that easy anymore
my fingers are not active as when i was small
need more practice
really need more and more

Wednesday, August 11, 2010


my house was actually fully paid
but due to some financial problem
my parents borrow another RM188k from bank
and the loan duration is 30 years
borrowed since year 2008
my mom is paying the interest only every month
and therefore
after two year which is now
still owe the bank RM189k
because she always forgot to pay

maybe she forget
or is a kind of habit
i don't know why she don't want to pay every month
which is rm500+ as the minimum payment
always late payment
till three warning letters were given
then only she pay

it is quite dangerous
because if she always FORGET to pay
once the bank lelong our house
we are going to sleep on the street!
houses in Taman Desa are quite hot selling
people move out then very fast got people move in
why must she has that kind of habit?
even car loan also like that
not that she can't afford to pay

think deeply
housing loan for 30 years
they are already 50 years old
means that i will be the one who is going to pay for the rest
they never pay anything in 2 years
just the interest
i really can't understand
they can plan
buy insurance
and many more
saying planning a future for me
so that i can have a comfort life in the future
even if without them

but why can't they settle the loans?
not that they can't afford now!
maybe i am thinking too much now
maybe they will repay in less than 30 years
but i just don't like that kind of attitude
why must she always late payment when she can avoid it?

Monday, August 9, 2010















Saturday, August 7, 2010


today is the first day that kelvin went to Phuket
the first time he is not beside me and we hardly contact each other
because it is really expensive for roaming
he had message me thrice and call me twice
don't waste money
just enjoy yourself there
don't miss me too much

my dad asked me why am i so good girl today
because i din't go out the whole day
except going out for piano class
but i din't tell him is because kelvin is not here
let him think i am a good girl
even tomorrow
i think not going anywhere
just be good girl
as i am always is

Friday, August 6, 2010


went for this musical yesterday night
with kelvin and all his colleagues
including jojoan as well
as the guests were coming
only I realize how simple i dress myself
just a jean skirt with a blouse
while others were wearing dress!
never mind
i am not the protagonist
the musical was lead by local singers and artists
their play was awesome
and they just have simple background
and recycle decorations
but their voice was the best
i enjoyed their vocal and jokes!

panaroma effect by my phone
so small....

just a simple background with recycle materials

Thursday, August 5, 2010


hate this kind of stupid fans!
i don't mind if they hold these board when their idol is on the stage
but when other artists are on the stage
why must they wave these to block people at the back?!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010


is the root of evil of many problems
siblings fight for money
people who are closest to you
fight for money as well

suddenly i really hate money
does he remember who help him the most when he needed help?
who help him to get marry when he was poor?
who sold the house to him at the original price
when he married?
who bought big big gold jewelry for him when he marry?
who never ask him for money
when he was unemployed for 2 year?
she owes you money
but how can you like a loan shark
chase her for money
from where she get that huge amount to repay?
you think she is rich now?

no matter how
i know it is a must for her to return the money
but then not she doesn't want to
but she really can't afford to repay all at once
she had promise to pay bit by bit
why must you force her?

she is your relative
your dad's sister
the one that loves you a lot
how can you forget all the love
but only remember MONEY
you ask her to repay the money
can you repay her love?

always remember
don't involve in money
no matter with who
because money is always evil
the root of problems