R.I.P PN. DAISY

REST IN PEACE, PN. DAISY.....

i was so shocked when jennifer told me that mrs chua had pass away... i cant believe it, she used to be my K.H teacher in form3, and because of her, i got an A for my K.H, i can still remember the moment she hugged me when i went to school to get my result because i got 8A's for my PMR, she was a discipline teacher, a good teacher, she always scolded us for discipline problems but i know she loves us a lot... she was so healthy when i last saw her, which is one year ago, i can still remember her voice, the way she scolded us, she way she nagged us, i will always remember her...

EDU FAIR @ KLCC

what a tired day, had been working for 2 days, stand there for 8 hours, ask ppl. to fill in the info sheet, its really an easy job, but i dono how victor can get so many, 1st day he got 168, today i think more than 120, but our target was only 90 sheets per person, i aldi tried my best to get, but today i cant hit the target, luckily my frens helped me, thanks a lot buddies! maybe i counsell too much de, till don get enough time to ask more ppl to fill in, but i dono y ppl like to ask me questions bout the courses, made me so tired, don even have the time to drink my water and lunch, me and frens took our lunch at 3 sth, i was so hungry and tired, really don feel like walking anymore, wish theres a bed for me to lay down.......

TAGGED AGAIN

tagged by : Dear Ms. Jessica Lim

Rules & Regulations:

- do not copy answers
- the tag questions must be 100% the same
- tag people before doing tag
I tag
1. Jennifer
2. Jess
3. Victor
4. Nicholas Chow
5. Carissa
6. Yion
7. Cally
8. Ee Von
9. Joshua

How you know 1? ( Jennifer)
- knew her since form1, but not close, same class in form3, 4 and 5, then dono y, suddenly become so close up, till now, oways annoy me.... hahah


What would you do if you never meet 2? (Jess)
- i think will just leave my piano with dust....


What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you? (victor + nicholas chow)
- hahah, i noe they won date me, and even if they did, its oways with a gang of frens, so is still ok for me.....


Would 5 and 6 make a good couple? (Carissa + Yion)
- this is even impossible to happen cos they are not lessss........ hahhaahhaaha


Do you think 7 is attractive? (Cally)
-yes! but she herself don think this way..... cally, u r attractive!


Tell me something about 9 (Joshua)
-joshua is a 19 yr old guy, he is running his family iron business, at the same time, studying interior design in segi subang jaya, he is nice, frenly, tall, a bit chubby, with spec, fair, patient, a sensitive guy who will cry easily, ahahha....


What's 1 favourite past time? (Jennifer)
-call me and talk rubbish, ask me where m i ,wht m i doing......


What language does 2 speaks? (Jess)
-as i noe, eng, mandarin, cantonese, bm....


Who is 3 going out with? (Victor)
-dono, cos i think he is still single now, so go out with a gang of frens.....


How old is 4? (Nicholas Chow)
he is going 19


When was the last time you talked to 5? (Carissa)
-december 2008 i think....


Who is 6 favourite singer? (Yion)
-jay chow!!



Would you date 7? (Cally)
-of course, if she is willing to go out with me.... =)

Is 8 single? (Ee Von)
- think so....


What's 9 last name? (Joshua)
Ling


Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? (Jennifer)
-omg, i m not lesbian, i m so so so normal, even i m lesbian oso i won consider bout this cos she is too annoying, i think i will get old very fast if being with her too often, so better not to challenge....


Which school does 2 go to? (Jess)
segi subang jaya of course


What do you like about 3? (Victor)
-ahhahahaha, smart? other than this, nth come to my mind de... hahaha, victor, don scold me, cos the words pop out from my mind are lame and gay........

TOUCHING

just now, my dad made me feel so touched, he said:

"wherever u wanna go, just tell me, i will send u there...."

thanks.....

END OF 2008

year 2008 just ended this way, supposingly go out with jennifer, but she went dinner with her sis, and my problem, TRANSPORT problem, 11 sth in the morning, my mom called me and told me that pyramid aldi very jam, and gonna to block the road at 6, i say c how 1st, then i continue to sleep... later, jenn told me she is going out with her sis, cos her sis had booked a place for her... actually one thing i m not happy was, the night b4, i told my mom, i m going pyramid to count down, cos my i m gonna 19, i must at least enjoy once for my yr 18th, u noe what she said? so what, u no need to eat and sleep ah? i really get very fed up, then started to say no one to fetch me home this and that, i just keep quiet, cos i really lazy to talk to her anymore....

this morning with the call, she even ask me to bring jenn to my shop to celebrate, then i said jenn is going out with her sis, even if she is not oso i won ask her to come, cos the ktv is oly full of uncle and aunty, even i cant really tahan de, how to bring her there? and today, everyone asked me why i nvr go out with frens, why i stay there, i just pointed at my mom, then they started to talk to my mom, ask her why don let me go out, she say she let me go out, just i don wan oly, hahaha, what a funny joke, yes, she nvr stop me from going, she just say its very jam till cant get in, then gonna block the road at 5, and ask me to bring my fren there, is this consider as stoping me from going? i dono la....

everyone can c that i m not happy tonite, except my mom, actually i m seriously not happy, cos even my 14 yr old cousin went sg wang to count down, but i still stay in my shop, hahaha, and one aunty that stay in subang say the road to pyramid din close, i just speechless, maybe my mom get the wrong info from her customer, or maybe... i dono.... i tried to keep my unhappiness in my heart and smile to them, but still they can c my emo face, my mom keep on asking me m i not happy, of cos i cant say yes, i jsut say no, i dono y, oways ppl noe how to c my face but she cant, she even tot that i m not happy bcos i have to work tmr morning, she oways say she understand me, is she? she ask my dad y ask me to stay in the shop till i m not happy, my dad said he nvr, she is the one who wan me to stay there....

i even feel wanna cry sitting there, so i try my best not to think so much, i m the youngest there! can u imagine? how to enjoy? how to be happy? seeing everyone drunk, dance and sing, but me, just sitting there and do nth, like a stupid, one aunty gave me a beer, i just drink a bit, then my mom take a coke for me, i really dono wanna laugh or cry, a bit of beer is ok for me, but she scare i cant go work tmr morning, i dono i have to continue this kind of life for how long, maybe shud say in the other way, i dono how long i can stand this kind of life....

MY YEAR 2008 JUST ENDED THIS WAY

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU ----- GEORGE BENSON

if i had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
with you i see forever oh so clearly
i might have been in love before
but it never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you

nothing's gonna change my love you for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
you'll only chang my whole life throug but
nothing's gonna chang my love for you

if the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead a way for us
like a guiding star
i'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't have change a thing
i love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
i'll help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you

MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL ---- AIR SUPPLY

I know just how to whisper and I know just how to cry.
I know just where to find the answers and I know just how to lie.
I know just how to fake it and I know just how to scheme.
I know just when to face the truth and then I know just when to dream.
And I know just where to touch you and I know just what to prove.
I know when to pull you closer and I know when to let you loose.
And I know the night is fading. And I know the time's gonna fly.
And I'm never gonna tell you everything I gotta tell you,
But I know I've got to give it a try.
And I know the roads to riches. And I know the ways to pain.
I know all the rules and then I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game.
But I don't know how to leave you and I'll never let you fall.
And I don't know how you do it, making love out of nothing at all.
(Chorus)
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.


Everytime I see you well the rays of the
sun are all streaming through the waves
in your hair.
And every star in the sky is taking aim
at your eyes like a spotlight.
The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost and it's looking for a rhythm like you.
You can take the darkness from the deep of the night,
And turn it to a beacon burning endlessly bright.

I gotta follow it cause everything I know
Well, it's nothing 'til I give it to you

I can make you run or stumble. I can make the final clock.
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle.
And I can make all the stadiums rock.
I can make the night forever or I can make it disappear by the dawn.
And I can make you every promise that's ever been made.
And I can make all your demons be gone.
But I'm never gonna make it without you.
Do you really wanna see me crawl?
And I'm never gonna make it like you do,
Making love out of nothing at all.

(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.

(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love)
(Making love)
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love) Out of nothing at all.
(Making love)
(Making love)
(Making love)
(Making love)

CHRISTMAS EVE

SINGAPORE TRIP (PICS)

SINGAPORE TRIP

DAY 1 (20/12/08) -- Saturday
stayed in my aunty's house on friday, , woke up early in the morning, wait for my cousin sister then we start our journey, we drove 2 cars, we stopped at one of the resting area to take our breakfast, we took in one of the malay stall. i dono why i oways say the wrong things and made everyone laugh....
aunty: get me some toothpicks...
vickie: (stand up) do malays use toothpick?
cousin sis: malay got no teeth ah?
vickie: =S
and i made everyone laugh, till the end of the journey, still they were laughing at me. when we reached singapore, my cousin's husband asked the ppl in the custom the way to our hotel, BUT, the ppl gave us some missing info, we TRAVELLED SINGAPORE HIGHWAY one round.....my cousin called the hotel to get the right direction and finally we got to it. we went out for our lunch in a place but i cant remember the name de, the meal is nice but is so expensive, it cost us SGD180, which is RM432!!! its a japanese coffee house, but the food there not bad la, just the price even nicer... we went orchard road, it was so crowded there, hardly walk, so we just stay there for a while, my aunty keep on going to baby shop to find clothes for her grandchild, Alysa, a 6-month baby... she got her own 'CAR', so she just sleep and eat, don have to walk, wish i can be like her.

DAY 2 ( 21/12/08) --- Sunday
woke up at 9 sth in the morning, went for a breakfast, half boiled egg, bread and coffee, then went for a shopping mall, theres a big fountain, which is the biggest in the world, my cousin bro took pics with his wife there, me, my cousin sis, her husband and alysa went in the shopping mall to look for baby clothes, the clothes are so cute. after that, we checked out from the hotel then went to sentosa, we watched pink dolphin show and aquarium, the fishes are so huge, we took a double decker bus to go to the aquarium from the dolphin show, we were so excited, we took pics and talks, i sit at the side, who noes theres a tree which is too big, the leaves smash my face, luckily not sharp, but everyone laugh at me, say i dono how to avoid, cos ppl sit at the front, no one get the smash.... since then, i kept my face down... then, we went in johor to find my the other 3 aunties, i followed my cousin's sis car, i dare not to talk from singapore to johor, cos the baby was sleeping, if wake her up, she will cry non stop, we only whisper. we took dinner in my 2nd aunty's house, then went to my 3rd aunty's house, my 3rd and 4th aunty stay just beside each other with one house in between, we sleep in my 3rd aunty's hosue, they play mahjong in my 4th aunty's house cos the baby was sleeping, i sleeping in the living room with my younger sis, we talked till we fall asleep....

DAY 3 ( 22/12/08) --- Monday
went out for breakfast, then went for a shopping mall... my younger sis(ting) called her sis(chin) out, cos it has been a long time we din c each other, then she brought the son out oso, Lucas, he is super duper cute, but super duper active oso, he cant stay in his baby cart for more than one minute except if you keep on moving the baby cart, once he is on the ground, he will run everywhere, but i like his smiley face, and he is so adorable, his face oways look innocent... later, me, ting and chin went to buy sushi, cos the others were eating in a restaurant, when we back, chin's mom said lucas was sick, got to c doctor, so they left, but she gave me a bo of sushi, asked me to eat in the car, after that, we were back to kl....

thats the end of my journey to singapore, its a memorable and funny trip, there are a lot of laughters and funs...

珍惜

所有的一切，过去了，就不可能再重来，
希望有一天我能被松绑，能够远离这寂寞的世界，享受我想要的自由，
珍惜身边的人，珍惜你爱的人，
因为往往当你后悔时，所有的一切都来不及了，
你想要珍惜，也没这个机会了……
一旦找到一个相爱的人，无论什么理由，
都不要放手，因为，

你可能永远都不能再找到一个爱你，你也爱他的人……

我们的爱 -- F.I.R

回忆里想起模糊的小时候
云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空
那时的你说
要和我手牵手
一起走到时间的尽头
从此以后我都不敢抬头看
彷佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起
我忘记了呼吸
眼泪啊永远不再　不再哭泣
我们的爱　过了就不再回来
直到现在　我还默默的等待
我们的爱　我明白　已变成你的负担
只是永远　我都放不开
最后的温暖 Ah~~~~ 你给的温暖
不要再问你是否爱我
现在我想要自由天空
远离开这被困绑的世界
不再寂寞

Tagged

tagged by : Dear Ms. Jess Lim Yu Hui

The rules:
-Link to your tagger and post these rules.

*List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people.

1. fair
2. noisy
3.emotional
4. talkative
5. brown hair
6. fat
7. moderate height
8. nail arts

1. Jennifer
2. Jess
3. Victor
4. Nicholas Chow
5. Yion
6. Jojo
7. Ting Ting
8. Choy Yie

*YOU
-Name: Foong Weng Kee (Vickie)
-Name you wish you had: i like my name.... =)
-What do people normally your name as: weng weng, kee kee, ah kee, 'weeng kei'(my high school's frens will noe what i mean =] )
-Birthday: 9th Mac
-Bitrhplace: Kuala Lumpur
-Time of birth: morning i think.....
-Single or taken: single n available
-Zodiac sign: Pisces


*YOUR APPEARANCE
-H0w tall are you: 163cm
-Wish you were taller: i m satisfied with my height....
-Eye colour: black
-Current hair color: brown, copper....
-Short or long hair: short
-Ever dye your hair a bizarre color: nope
-Last time you did something dramatic with you hair: dye brown and copper and cut it short...
-Glasses or contact: neither
-Do you were make up: concealer is a must....
-Paint your nails: yup

*In a opposite gender
-What color eye: blaack
-What color hair: as long as suite him....
-Shy or outgoing: outgoing
-Serious or fun: depands on the situation
-Older or younger than you: older is a must or same age...
-A turn on: ??
-A turn off: ??

*This and That
-Flowers or chocolates: chocolates
-Pepsi or coke: neither
-Rap or rock: rap
-Relationship or one night stand: relationship
-School or work: school
-Love or money: i wan both! [greedy]
-Movie or music: music
-Country or city: city
-Sunny or rainy days: rainy days...
-Friends or family: how to choose????!!!

*Have you ever
-Lie: if i say no, this is a lie....
-Stole something: when i was small....
-Smoked: no and never
-Hurt someone close to you: yes
-Broke someone's heart: yes
-Had you heart broken: yes, even now...
-Wonder what was wrong with you: yes, and i noe i m so wrong now....
-Wish you were prince or princess: nope, cos i wan freedom....
-Like someone who was taken: no
-Shaved your head: what for?
-Used chopstick: of course
-Sang in the mirror to yourself: nope

*Favorites
-Flower: lavender [waiting]
-Candy: mentos, lolipop
-Song: love songs....
-Scent: not too heavy ones
-Color: blue
-Movie: ---
-Singer: raymond lam fung!
-Junk food: as well as nice....
-Website: blog, facebook, youtube, friendster
-Location: study room
-Animal: ----
-Ever cried over someone: yes and oways....
-Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself: my stupid choices that oways make me regret and sad, wish i m wiser in making choices...
-Do you think you're attractive: have to ask my frens....
-If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose: sleeping beauty, wish i can nvr wake up....

爱不疚---林峰

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後 或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够

放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有

STRESS

have been study for finals these few days, really tired, and feel bored, and dont really have the initiative to study anymore.... dono who created exam, make us suffer only....

few days ago, my mom told me how her frens earn in UK, around 300 pounds per week, and asked me to study in UK, then she works there, i tell her my program only can transfer to US but not any other country, cos this is american degree program, then she ask me to change, what does she mean by the word CHANGE? change the country or change my course? i dono... i know she don support me for what i am studying now, for her, psychology got no future, cant earn a lot, but i am taking double degree, not only psychology, why cant she understand me? what is the definationg of earning a lot? sometimes she really hurts me a lot, its like so easy for her to change a course, but she never see the effort that i put for my studies, she will only tell me, who and who earn how much in somewhere, why dont u take that course? whats the future for psychology? thats the only thing i got from her....

i really feel stress.... everyone say psychology is a good subject to study, but she is the only one that disagree? worry that i will become psycho? or no future? low income?

i still remember what she told me for my last sememster, when i tried my best to do the insect collection, she said, just simply do, as well as got things to pass up then can de, haha, a mom ask the daughter simply do her work, because of her words, i even cried at that nite, i feel so hurt, why cant she support me? she said that was to reduce my pressure or telling me she is not supporting me?

i know i shudnt think so much, but everything seems like out of my ocntrol, i cant control my life, i only hope i can choose my life...

你最近还好吗? ---- S.H.E

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它
天有点冷 风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了 明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

childhood memory

saving money for this piano.... =) [60k+]

GLOBAL MUSIC CARNIVAL

finally the gmc is over, although there are some problems in between, but still consider ok i think, when the concert goes to the 3rd performance, the crowd started to leave, due to the break down of the air-cond, it is too hot, half of the ppl gone! luckily there are still ppl coming so the condition is not too bad, i thinik if the air-cond is working, this will be more successful, but the problem is, some of our gmc ppl didnt stop the ppl from leaving but follow them to go back, this is really bad, our intercultural comm class got around 100 ppl i think, but not even half of the ppl stay till the end....

my booth was doing cultural bout SPAIN, i went to carissa's house to meet her cos she have to carry a lot of things, we started to set up our booth when we were there at around 8, we rented the spainish costume, but non of us willing to wear it, but nick was so brave that he wore the costume, at 1st non of us wan to wear the female costume, but after i saw jean wore it, actually nth oso, so i just try, the costume is red in color with a black belt, make me look even fairer, i even wore kimono to take pics in the japanese booth, and some of the other booths did wear their culture costume, but too bad, today is saturday, no classes, oly got one class i think, so no ppl come to c our booths, wait till around 5, ppl started to come for the concert, then oly got ppl, but then we started to packed de....

once i wear the costume, took many pics with many ppl, haha, maybe the costume is special, but the weather is so hot, make me sweat from morning till the end, we got the sponsers for make up and hair stylist, for the performers, i got to go up to the stage with nick with our costume for the lucky draw part, so we have to make up, but at the end, the program changed, so i don need to go up to the stage, thanks god... i bought the man jiang hong's album and get their autograft for the poster and album, and took pic with them, the pic is a bit blur, but nvm la....

after all the performances done, we got the dance time, everyone enjoy there, and sweat, my make up al gone, even my marscara and eyeliner all dirty my face oso i don care de, just enjoy there, although oly left quite few of us there, but still the environ ment was high, everything ended at around 12, my leg and back so pain, and i think i wear high heels for too long and not use to it, till my left knee cant really bent, and my eyes is so tire now.... i think have to stop here, pics will be uploaded when i got them from my frens....

TIRE

finally i have done the board for the word SPAIN, for my gmc booth, so tire now, my back is so pain, i have been sitting on floor for 6 hours, now i feel so good that i can sit on a chair, hahaha... 2 more days to gmc, hope everything goes smoothly...

do till my room so messyfinally i have done! i folded the rose and leaves! =)

THURSDAY

again i slept at 4 something yesterday night, made me so sleepy the whole day, want to drink black coffee but coffee was sold out, haihz.... intercultural comm is so boring today, just discussed bout the gmc thingy, if i know i sure wont go college today, just sit there listened to their updates for 3 hrs, i also dono how i did it.....

wanna sleep when i reached home, but then got things to do, cant sleep, i faster go take my bath to keep myself awake, and till now, i don really feel that sleepy, one thing keep on pop out in my mind, PIANO! i dono y keep on thinking bout piano, want to play piano, but now is omost mid nite, i don wan to get complain from the others..... dono why my house getting more mosquitoes, bite my legs till so itchy, hate them! make sure no scars on my leg, or not no more shorts and skirts in the future....

gmc is just around the corner, have to rush de, my SPAIN booth haven start yet, only done the slide shows i think(caress did it, we just arrange the info), we still have to draw the flag out, cos if print in poster size, it may not be clear, i think its time to show my talent, the artistic side of me, hahahah, hope i don spoilt the flag....

our beloved miss chee wei... =)