错了再错 --- 张栋梁

错了再错 --- 张栋梁

退到了绝境再退
破碎到不能破碎能挽回什么
你就不肯说
我只能猜疑却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲
绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说谎
我却受惩罚
你不如就用刀刺下

我可以痛了再痛
你可以错了再错
不甘心
不闪躲
只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活
你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
爱或痛彼此纠结
悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累
成了一片黑
伤痛都已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水
背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口
泪无辜留下
你不如用乱箭射吧

即使我头也不回
这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁
别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却捆住了我

不甘心
不闪躲
全为了失真的承诺
为什么连谎言
你也给刺破
为什么连谎言你也不说

说好的幸福呢 --- 周杰伦

说好的幸福呢 --- 周杰伦


你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
曲周杰伦歌词提供再兴
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

孤单心事 --- 蓝又时

孤单心事 --- 蓝又时

雨下在我窗前
玻璃也在流眼泪
街上的人都看起来
比我幸福一点
用寂寞来测验
还是最想要你陪
曾一起走过的夏天
我常常会梦见

我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿
你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远
爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式

我在你的心里
有没有一点特别
就怕你终究没发现
我还是在你身边
我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿
你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远
爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式

爱你是孤单的心事
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事
多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你
用我自己的方式

JESS PRE-BIRTHDAY

celebrated jess's birthday today, actually i feel bad when i watch at the slide shows, i realized that i only have 4 pictures in total, because i only took 4 pictures with them, a bit guilty, in the future, i will try my best to hang out with you guys, and MISS JESS, I AM NOT ANTI-SOCIAL, but you all always ask me out at the wrong timing or place, so i m not anti-social k?

mid term is coming, and i am going to study hard for my skills and strategies, its kinda tough, 6 essay questions, have to write at least HALF A PAGE in order to get 5 marks for each question, feeling stress now, don't know what to study and where to study, just study whatever i have, wish i can pass my papers.....

mommy and daddy keep on asking me where to go for my birthday dinner, but seriously i got no idea at all, maybe i don feel like celebrating so not in the mood to plan anything, maybe i don't get the person that i want to celebrate with me, so just let everything simple....

CLASS CANCELLED

wake up in the morning going for basic com class, i thought i was late to class cos went out a bit late there was jam in federal highway ( paid rm2.20 but still jam! ), luckily reach segi on time, once i reach segi, i quickly ran to the lift, but there was crowded as usual, then i walk up to 1st floor, take the lift down and up again, i thought i was so lucky today cos there was no one waiting for the lift at 1st floor, when the life door open, i went in, then a guy from my basic com class came out, he said class cancelled and ms laura was sick, CLASS CANCELLED ??!!! OMG, then what should i do till 12 noon??? cos my mom was coming to fetch me at 12! I calmed down myself, i went cafeteria, take my breakfast, then i saw mok, luckily he was there, he lend me his laptop to watch movie, the movie not bad, to pass my time, or not i think i will die sitting there for 3 hrs!

went for another dental today, consultation for my braces, dentist said rm5000 for 2 yrs or rm6000 for 1 and half yr, i m still deciding, have to extract at least 2 and maximum 4 teeth!! i think i will go for this dentist, i went mid valley for dental also, the dentist say have to extract one tooth oly and cost rm5000 (not so confident), then the 2nd dentist is from subang, cost rm6500, extract 2 to 4 teeth oso, but the rm6500 not included x-ray, mould, and extration, its kinda expensive but then the braces is newer, which is faster to take off and less pain, but i think i will go to the 3rd doctor, either choose rm5000 or rm6000, cos the 2nd dentist will cost me rm7000+ in total, get poor! mommy keep on telling me that it will be very pain this and that, but then i m ready for it! i will take the pain, just to make my teeth nicer, BRACES! I M COMING!early birthday present from mommy...

paid for this shoes, i m broke =(

两周年

两年就这样过去了，
你还记得这一天吗？
两年前的今天，
我们第一次见面，
去年的今天，
我叫你听这首歌，
“一周年”，
可惜，
你没听，
所以我用信息传了歌词给你……

两年就这样过去了，
一切都过去了，
所有的事情都不能回头了，
我只能说，
对不起……

曾经的我们，
是多么的要好，
可是现在的我们，
已经不能再像以前那样，
请原谅我的冲动，
这一切，
只能怪自己……

后悔，
我已经没机会后悔了，
因为，
我只能是你一辈子的好朋友……

（二）一周年 --- 周笔畅

（二）一周年 --- 周笔畅

又又是一年之后
又走到这路口
转角的咖啡香还依旧
但是你最后你没有
你说的在我背后
没有没出现在那头
我把你的短讯都删了
感觉要好了
陌生人一个小动作
却让我又想你很久
我把你的照片锁起了
可是你生日我还记得
我以为很忙尽量不要想
就是遗忘
不过一年后我们终于变了朋友
等不到你生日时候
抱着你唱首歌
你看我还是那么的温柔
却是朋友的朋友
再想不出什么借口还有要求
不过一年后我们终于只是朋友
回忆里有相同镜头
现实是不同出口
说过的你是否还会记得
你说过的永久
难道是友情比爱情永久
朋友Yeah yeah

不过一年后我们终于变了朋友
等不到你生日时候
抱着你唱首歌
你看我还是那么的温柔
却是朋友的朋友
再想不出什么借口还有要求
不过一年后我们终于只是朋友
回忆里有相同镜头
现实是不同出口
说过的你是否还会记得
你说过的永久
难道是友情比爱情永久
朋友Yeah yeah

好朋友 --- 罗志祥

好朋友 --- 罗志祥

像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
HO 还会不会寂寞

你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩 你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞

PS : 你希望做他一次的男（女）朋友，还是一辈子的
好朋友？

TAGGED AGAIN

1. The person who tagged you is
- Jessica Lim Yu Hui

2. Your relationship with him/her is
- friend

3. Your impressions of him/her
- tall, good in piano, big laughs, smart

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
- play piano for me?

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
- emmm......

6. If he/she become your lover you will
- omg, i m not lesbian, hahahha

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
- i dono...

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will
- she won be my enemy so i dono.....

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
- hahaha, impossible

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
- serious no, haha

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
- tall

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
- ANTI-SOCIAL, hahaha

13. The characters you love of yourself are
- serious dono.....

14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself are
- my fats, my negative thoughts, impulsive

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
- positive, slim, happy

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them
- thanks and i appreciate a lot....

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.

1. Jennifer
2. Choy Yie
3. Kelvin
4. Ee Von
5. Ting Ting
6. Joshua
7. Victor
8. Cally
9. Jo Joan
10. Justin

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with? (Joshua)
- single i think....

19. Is no. 9 a male or female? (Jo Joan)
- female of course

20.If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing? (Victor & Justin)
- hahaa, that will be fun!

21. What is no. 2 studying about? (Choy Yie)
- Uni in Aus, major in finance i think....

22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3? (Kelvin)
- ytd nite....

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like? (Cally)
- i m not sure, sorry....

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings? ( Jennifer)
- yea... she is the youngest, 2 brothers and a sister...

25. Will you woo no. 3? (Kelvin)
- ????????

26. How about no. 7? (Victor)
- ????????

27. Is no. 4 single? (Ee Von)
- she say she is, but i dono true or not, hahaha

28. What is the surname of no.5? (Ting Ting)
- Woong

29. What is the hobby of no. 10? (Justin)
- basketball?

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? (Ting Ting & Jo Joan)
- maybe, but they dono each other, hahaha

31. Where is no. 2 studying at? (Choy Yie)
- Australia

32. Talk something casually about no. 1 (Jennifer)
- annoying, hahaha.... ( she will kill me) me best fren ever!

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6? (Joshua)
- wish i never....

34. Where does no. 9 live at? (Jo Joan)
- Subang

35. What colour does not.4 like? (Ee Von)
- PINK!

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends? (Ting Ting & Jennifer)
- they dono each other....

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? (Victor)
- hahaha, no!!!

38. What is no. 6 doing now? (Joshua)
- sleeping? preparing his work?

UNBELIEVABLE --- CRAIG DAVID

UNBELIEVABLE --- CRAIG DAVID

Always said
I would know where to find love
I’d be ready and strong enough
But sometimes
I just felt I could give up
But you came
And you changed my whole world now
I’m somewhere
I’ve never been before
Now I see
What love means
It’s so unbelievable
And I don’t wanna let it go
It’s something so beautiful
Flowing down like a waterfall
I feel like you’ve been
Forever a part of me
And it’s so unbelievable
To finally be in love
Somewhere I never thought I’d be
In my heart in my head
It’s so clear now
Hold my hand
You’ve got nothing to fear now
I was lost
And you rescued me somehow
I’m alive
I’m in love you complete me
And I’ve never been here before
When I think of what I have
And this chance I nearly lost
I can’t help but breakdown
And cry
Oh yeah
Break down and cry
Oh, oh yeah

I LOVE MYSELF

EVERYONE LOVES ME,
AND I LOVE MYSELF! =(

EXCEPT U........

SINGLE

still doing my assignment, the stupid skill and strategies, so difficult to find the research paper, dono how people passed their paper.... raining heavily outside, feel even worse, rain+ love songs = EMO!

forgot to update on valentine's day because i got no valentine and nothing special happened on that day, stayed at home for the whole day, then at night went out to my dad's restaurant for dinner, then wait for my friend to come, he want to eat dimsum, chat a while then went home, i have been single for 19 yrs on valentine's day, seriously dont know why, always broke up b4 valentine's day and start after valentine's day, no chance to celebrate, sad.....

i dont know why people dont believe i am single and seriously no guy come after me, once again, I AM SINGLE, for almost one year, i am not lying, and seriously no guys date me, PLEASE TRUST ME! I am tire of answering these questions, please dont ask me anymore.....

分开以后 --- 唐禹哲

分开以后 --- 唐禹哲




想喊你 却没敢开口

最后只有 流着泪看你走

我想问我

是否承认你就这样放手

既然无法挽留

只好接受

从今以后

你要寂寞多久

谁能给予你

我这般的温柔

也许是多虑了

你离开我会过得更快乐

可对于软弱的我

回忆就足够



分开以后

每当想到你

就会低下头

紧握着手

不知过了多久

我相信你就会有一样的心酸难受

都曾经深爱过谁

又怎能舍得

在离开你之后

想快乐也只是一种强求

一个人

怎么过都是愁

懂得拥有

却未必能让

你为我停留

最后只剩遗憾

拉住我不放手



分开以后

每当想到你

就会低下头

紧握着手

不知过了多久

我相信你也会有一样的心酸难受

都曾经深爱过谁

又怎能舍得

在离开你之后

想快乐也只是一种强求

一个人

怎么过都是愁

懂得拥有

却未必能让

你为我停留

最后只剩遗憾 oh..

拉住我不放手

重来 --- 李圣杰

重来 --- 李圣杰



有多少爱能重来?

多少人愿意等待?

失去之後才明白

走进回忆的安排

一幕一幕的对白

上演我们的未来

期待原来是一种伤害

深爱的人一离开

是我不敢

忽略你给我的爱

现在我只想　

回到最初的时候

不愿让你再泪流

寂寞之後

只有你会陪着我

现在我只想　

回到最初的时候　

我知道你还爱着我

亲爱的你

请你握紧我的手

请你看看我　

请看需要你的我

一切重头

真的需要你的我

只要你回头

现在我只想

回到最初的时候

不愿让你在泪流

寂寞之後

只有你会陪着我

现在我只想

回到最初的时候

我知道你还爱着我

亲爱的你

请你握紧我的手

请你看看我

真的需要你的我

只要你回头

听说爱情回来过 --- 林忆莲

听说爱情回来过 --- 林忆莲



在朋友那儿听说

知心的你曾回来过

想请他替我向你问候

只为了怕见了说不出口

你对以往的感触还多不多

曾让我心碎的你

我依然深爱着

在朋友那儿听说

知心的你曾找过我

我要他帮我对你隐瞒

只怕见了面会更难过

我对以往的感触还那么多

曾给我幸福的你

我依然深深爱着



有一种想见不敢见的伤痛

有一种爱还埋藏在我心中

我只能把你放在我的心中

这一种想见不能见的伤痛

让我对你的思念越来越浓

我却只能把你把你放在我心中



在朋友那儿听说

知心的你曾找过我

我要他帮我对你隐瞒

只怕见了面会更难过

我对以往的感触还那么多

曾给我幸福的你

我依然深深爱着



有一种想见不敢见的伤痛

有一种爱还埋藏在我心中

我只能把你放在我的心中

这一种想见不能见的伤痛

让我对你的思念越来越浓

我却只能把你把你放在我心中



对你的声音你的影你的手

我发誓说我没有忘记过

而关于你选择了现在的他

我只能说我有些难过

我也真心真意的等过



有一种想见不敢见的伤痛

有一种爱还埋藏在我心中

我只能把你放在我的心中

这一种想见不能见的伤痛

让我对你的思念越来越浓

我却只能把你把你放在我心中

R.I.P PN. DAISY

REST IN PEACE, PN. DAISY.....

i was so shocked when jennifer told me that mrs chua had pass away... i cant believe it, she used to be my K.H teacher in form3, and because of her, i got an A for my K.H, i can still remember the moment she hugged me when i went to school to get my result because i got 8A's for my PMR, she was a discipline teacher, a good teacher, she always scolded us for discipline problems but i know she loves us a lot... she was so healthy when i last saw her, which is one year ago, i can still remember her voice, the way she scolded us, she way she nagged us, i will always remember her...

EDU FAIR @ KLCC

what a tired day, had been working for 2 days, stand there for 8 hours, ask ppl. to fill in the info sheet, its really an easy job, but i dono how victor can get so many, 1st day he got 168, today i think more than 120, but our target was only 90 sheets per person, i aldi tried my best to get, but today i cant hit the target, luckily my frens helped me, thanks a lot buddies! maybe i counsell too much de, till don get enough time to ask more ppl to fill in, but i dono y ppl like to ask me questions bout the courses, made me so tired, don even have the time to drink my water and lunch, me and frens took our lunch at 3 sth, i was so hungry and tired, really don feel like walking anymore, wish theres a bed for me to lay down.......

TAGGED AGAIN

tagged by : Dear Ms. Jessica Lim

Rules & Regulations:

- do not copy answers
- the tag questions must be 100% the same
- tag people before doing tag
I tag
1. Jennifer
2. Jess
3. Victor
4. Nicholas Chow
5. Carissa
6. Yion
7. Cally
8. Ee Von
9. Joshua

How you know 1? ( Jennifer)
- knew her since form1, but not close, same class in form3, 4 and 5, then dono y, suddenly become so close up, till now, oways annoy me.... hahah


What would you do if you never meet 2? (Jess)
- i think will just leave my piano with dust....


What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you? (victor + nicholas chow)
- hahah, i noe they won date me, and even if they did, its oways with a gang of frens, so is still ok for me.....


Would 5 and 6 make a good couple? (Carissa + Yion)
- this is even impossible to happen cos they are not lessss........ hahhaahhaaha


Do you think 7 is attractive? (Cally)
-yes! but she herself don think this way..... cally, u r attractive!


Tell me something about 9 (Joshua)
-joshua is a 19 yr old guy, he is running his family iron business, at the same time, studying interior design in segi subang jaya, he is nice, frenly, tall, a bit chubby, with spec, fair, patient, a sensitive guy who will cry easily, ahahha....


What's 1 favourite past time? (Jennifer)
-call me and talk rubbish, ask me where m i ,wht m i doing......


What language does 2 speaks? (Jess)
-as i noe, eng, mandarin, cantonese, bm....


Who is 3 going out with? (Victor)
-dono, cos i think he is still single now, so go out with a gang of frens.....


How old is 4? (Nicholas Chow)
he is going 19


When was the last time you talked to 5? (Carissa)
-december 2008 i think....


Who is 6 favourite singer? (Yion)
-jay chow!!



Would you date 7? (Cally)
-of course, if she is willing to go out with me.... =)

Is 8 single? (Ee Von)
- think so....


What's 9 last name? (Joshua)
Ling


Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? (Jennifer)
-omg, i m not lesbian, i m so so so normal, even i m lesbian oso i won consider bout this cos she is too annoying, i think i will get old very fast if being with her too often, so better not to challenge....


Which school does 2 go to? (Jess)
segi subang jaya of course


What do you like about 3? (Victor)
-ahhahahaha, smart? other than this, nth come to my mind de... hahaha, victor, don scold me, cos the words pop out from my mind are lame and gay........

TOUCHING

just now, my dad made me feel so touched, he said:

"wherever u wanna go, just tell me, i will send u there...."

thanks.....

END OF 2008

year 2008 just ended this way, supposingly go out with jennifer, but she went dinner with her sis, and my problem, TRANSPORT problem, 11 sth in the morning, my mom called me and told me that pyramid aldi very jam, and gonna to block the road at 6, i say c how 1st, then i continue to sleep... later, jenn told me she is going out with her sis, cos her sis had booked a place for her... actually one thing i m not happy was, the night b4, i told my mom, i m going pyramid to count down, cos my i m gonna 19, i must at least enjoy once for my yr 18th, u noe what she said? so what, u no need to eat and sleep ah? i really get very fed up, then started to say no one to fetch me home this and that, i just keep quiet, cos i really lazy to talk to her anymore....

this morning with the call, she even ask me to bring jenn to my shop to celebrate, then i said jenn is going out with her sis, even if she is not oso i won ask her to come, cos the ktv is oly full of uncle and aunty, even i cant really tahan de, how to bring her there? and today, everyone asked me why i nvr go out with frens, why i stay there, i just pointed at my mom, then they started to talk to my mom, ask her why don let me go out, she say she let me go out, just i don wan oly, hahaha, what a funny joke, yes, she nvr stop me from going, she just say its very jam till cant get in, then gonna block the road at 5, and ask me to bring my fren there, is this consider as stoping me from going? i dono la....

everyone can c that i m not happy tonite, except my mom, actually i m seriously not happy, cos even my 14 yr old cousin went sg wang to count down, but i still stay in my shop, hahaha, and one aunty that stay in subang say the road to pyramid din close, i just speechless, maybe my mom get the wrong info from her customer, or maybe... i dono.... i tried to keep my unhappiness in my heart and smile to them, but still they can c my emo face, my mom keep on asking me m i not happy, of cos i cant say yes, i jsut say no, i dono y, oways ppl noe how to c my face but she cant, she even tot that i m not happy bcos i have to work tmr morning, she oways say she understand me, is she? she ask my dad y ask me to stay in the shop till i m not happy, my dad said he nvr, she is the one who wan me to stay there....

i even feel wanna cry sitting there, so i try my best not to think so much, i m the youngest there! can u imagine? how to enjoy? how to be happy? seeing everyone drunk, dance and sing, but me, just sitting there and do nth, like a stupid, one aunty gave me a beer, i just drink a bit, then my mom take a coke for me, i really dono wanna laugh or cry, a bit of beer is ok for me, but she scare i cant go work tmr morning, i dono i have to continue this kind of life for how long, maybe shud say in the other way, i dono how long i can stand this kind of life....

MY YEAR 2008 JUST ENDED THIS WAY