23.05.2010

went for kelvin's cousin 's wedding dinner today

at Jaya Palace if i am not mistaken the name

the quality of the food there just average

quite tire now

kelvin is happy and a little bit drunk

because he and the cousin bro quite close

and he said this is the first time that we go to a dinner together

but he was busy drinking with the cousin

and ignore me there

=(

haha

actually he had to help to take photo

oh ya

the skin for my laser area

the skin was dried and they started to drop

so look much more better now

but

i just worry that

i accidentally wipe them off

without notice

hopefully no scars....

19.05.2010

bought a new laptop again yesterday

the old one will be selling to my mom

for her business purpose

so

my new laptop is much more faster!

today

i went for a plastic surgical

to laser my oil seeds

which are so visible under my eyes

it cost me RM 150 only

because aunty julia knows the doctor very well

so we got a very low price for this

at first i thought laser will not be pain

first

the girl apply the numb cream around my eyes

waited for 15 minutes

then the doctor came into the room

she help me to clean all the blackhead and whatever head on my face

it is really painful

especially forehead

then she said

" there is no complain when a doctor extract the blackhead"

then the laser started

of course

my eyes were closing

i heard the sound

si~~~~ pak!

then i smell some burnt smell

and it is pain!

but not as pain as extracting

i was quite panic at that time

so now

there are HOLES on my face at the eye area

hopefully it will recover before sunday

because i am going for dinner for that day!

and not forget to mention

i bought a nice high heels

and of course

my dinner dress

just an excuse for me to go for shopping....

15.05.2010

i really hate it when people remind me to help in my dad'd restaurant

i really don't like it

i want the freedom that i had last time

i don't like sitting there

collect money

and get scolded by people

i don't like to work

forgot to mention

i din't get any salary

i cant go any party at night every weekend

cant go here cant go there

i really HATE it!

HATE it!

HATE it!

especially when my mom ask me

am i going to a full moon party tonight

i say yes

then she said

who is going to help in shop?

i said i will help so that i will go to the party later

what kind of life is this?

i know many people might not agree with me

i should help in family business

not that i don't want to help

i just don't want being tied and can't do other things

i know myself

if i can being tie with a work

then i shall be working now

not studying now

i choose to study because i don't want to work at this moment

really HATE it

HATE it

Hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some more you will be really geram when your work is not being appreciated

you know what my dad told other people?

"what to do? my daughter don't want to help me"

he said this on mother's day

because i went to aunty house for steamboat

i thought i would go back and help

but the manager told me that she got a part time

and don't need my help

ask me to enjoy myself

so i just enjoy myself there since they don't need me

but who knows they can't handle

then i faster rush back and help

at that moment

i never complain anything

until i knew what my dad said

that's really hurt

since when i din't help him?

i help him every weekends without asking for a single cent!

parents are hard to understand

they can just twist the story

to a totally different story

parents are self-center

they are always correct

i really had a very memorable mother's day this year

first

i get scolded by a customer

saying that our talapia fish is so expensive

the price should be rm10+ instead of rm40

that is so unreasonable

think what restaurant we are?

some more she said a lot of harsh words

"if you are poor i can donate money to you, but you don't simply charge me!!"

she pointed me and scolded me

you think that is my problem?

i just follow the weights that was given by the kitchen

haihz....

second

my dad wasn't at a really good mood that day

cause of the mess in the shop

other than the one that i just mentioned

my mom some more ask him for money

and pull me into the water

mom promised to buy my laptop

and give me rm2k

at first i thought of selling to my cousin

but then she said she need a laptop

if i want to sell

then sell it to her

ok

i told her i am selling at rm1k

but she said she will give me rm2k

who knows

she told my dad that i need 3k to buy a new laptop

so that she can get 1k

and i get scolded from my dad

say i always buy things that is unnecessary

if the old laptop still can use

don't buy a new one

harlo

i never ask him money to buy new laptop

just that she said she need it

only i reserve for her

if not

i will sell it to other people

get the money

and pay the new laptop with installment

thats my plan

i can tell you that

i never ask my dad to buy me any laptop or phone

if you know me

my dad only bought me my first phone

and my first laptop

the first laptop is because he promised that he want to buy for me last time

i told him that i don't need it

but he insist to buy for me at that time

others

all i use my pocket money to buy

i never ask him for extra money

to buy this and that

the money is mine

i can use at whatever way i want

as long as i don't ask for additional

i never ask him for any pocket money

even though when i am broke

i only wait for him to give me when he feels he wants to

and sometimes

it is really unfair that

i want to help someone

but someone else told me no need

and ended up

the person who need my help

angry of me

14.05.2010

what a semester break for me?

i rather have classes

at least i have something to do

not like now

just rotting at home

everyday eat and sleep and eat

holidays is ending in around 2 weeks time

a new semester

hopefully with better result

i know i always mention this every semester

but this time

i must really go to all the classes

jojoan said she will wake me up

so

i think i can do it

hopefully my laziness is gone

and not to forget

i must really diet

getting fatter and fatter now

haihz

its really ugly to wear any clothes when a person is fat

but i cant control my mouth

how?

kaimin ah....

go gym with me.....

08.05.2010

when i drove into taman desa area

the whole area was so dark

i thought the street lamp spoil again as usual

but

even the houses were all dark

OH MY GOD

no electricity

how to sleep?

mommy was drunk

of course is not a problem for her

i was thinking

i should have some beer just now

my whole body was so sticky

no hot water

so i was forced to take a quick bath with cold tap water

once i finished my bath and lay on my bed

after 5 minutes

electricity was back!

i shall wait for a while so that i don't have to take a cold bath

but nevermind

this is the first time i take a cold bath

and i feel good now..

shall sleep early today

going gym tomorrow morning

wish i can wake up

good night

06.05.2010

went mid valley today

to buy a mother's day present

walk round and round mid valley

don't know what to buy

so went to Poh Kong

spotted one small diamond earrings

RM446 with diamonds

quite nice

but then i decided to walk around 1st then only make final decision

so went to Swarovski

my mom all time favourite

actually i knew that i could find something within my budget there

but why i went Poh Kong 1st instead of this is because

this is just crystal

at least Poh Kong has diamonds

i think it is more valuable if i buy diamonds with the same price for crystal

at last

my final decision is

Swarovski

i decided to keep the small diamond earrings for myself next time

ahhahaa

it is kinda small for my mom

compare to her expensive diamonds

so i bought this bracelet for her

at RM505

that means

i am broke again now... =(

i remembered mommy spotted this bracelet before

so i just bought this

actually found another bracelet

more shinny and cheaper

but the bracelet is too long

and not adjustable

so i have to give up that bracelet

found other nice necklace and rings as well

but since this is what she spotted last time

so just buy what she likes la....

it cost rm505 because its all crystal

what if all diamonds????

another reason i went to mid valley today

is because mom wants to watch Ip Man 2

so kelvin bought the tickets online

since i have time

so i went there earlier to buy present for her

and wait for her

who knows

she put me aeroplane

and it is as usually

last minute she told me that she was busy

so the tickets

wasted

me and kelvin watched the movie before

so we just went back after out dinner